I would like to just start off by saying a little about myself. Im a 25 year old man and was brought up in

a home where nudity wasnt forbad, but it was recognized that nudity was a private thing.
I cant honestly recall ever seeing anyone nude growing up. I did however like to be naked by myself and sometimes swim bare in our pool. http://x-public.com could hardly consider myself a nudist.
Now onto my first experience, which happened just this past weekend. Basically just a holiday. It was then that they explained that they were attempting nudism. The way that my aunt said it was kind of tongue-in-cheek , and so I thought she was kidding. So I said, If you do it, Ill do it, in a joking tone. Nothing else was said about it during the rest of the drive.
After a day of riding and having a terrific time, I went into their travel trailer to get cleaned up while my uncle headed off into town to get more gas for the next day. My aunt was getting cleaned in the shower so I just began watching television. After a few minutes, she comes out of the little shower totally bare. After taking a brief look, my instincts were to look away at the television. She then sat directly across from me and started running a comb through her hair. Having never seen her like this, I saw that she was in incredible physical condition for a woman in her mid forties. Finding that I appeared uncomfortable, she inquired if she should cover up. Then I got up and took a shower. After departing the ridiculously tiny toilet (fully clothed), I took the same seat across from her and started to watch tv again. We started chatting and I found that I got used to her being nude, also it became easier to speak to her. She had covered herself with a blanket from the waist down, so it seemed that talking to my topless aunt was easier than speaking to my absolutely naked aunt. I had told her about my closet nudist actions in the recent past. She told me that social nudism is way easier if you just go for it rather than second guessing whether youll fit in. By this time, my uncle had made it back and was jumping into the shower. I told her that my chief stress was getting an erection, in front of my aunt no less. She told me that thats a common fear and that it probably wouldnt occur. She then got up to make dinner in the kitchen/living space (yea, its that small!). After our conversation, I didnt really mind that she was totally naked again. Paying more attention to preparing the meal, she asked if I was interested in trying societal nudism with them. I told her that I’d enjoy to. So using her just go for it motto, I stripped off everything right afterward. Good for you she said. Almost instantly, my anxiety was recognized. The moment that last stitch was off, and she turned around, I got an immediate full-on erection. She merely looked at me in the eye and said relax, the difficult parts over. I sat down and went back to attempting to focus on the television show. After a number of deathly, embarrassing moments, I realized something very interesting. I did not get an erection because I was turned on by my aunt (thank god!), I got one because I was naked in front of her. Having never been in this place before, I was responding to it with a sexual feeling, where it had nothing to do with sex.
Then my uncle came out of the shower and my humiliation emerged again. My whole life, I have been on the lanky side and have had poor self esteem because of it. We ended up talking about that and how self acceptance is really a huge element of nudism. Those three days were probably the most freeing days Ive ever had. I came away from this excursion using a feeling of optimism and great self acceptance and self esteem. In a way, stripping away the clothing freed me from self loathing. I cant wait till the next excursion!

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